These past few weeks have been exhausting, mostly because I've started the new grad orientation classes at the hospital on top of my 12 hour shifts on the unit. I was hired 2 months before the orientation, so I've actually been on the unit for 2 months, caring for patients on my own for 4 weeks.
Managing my time is probably the most difficult of my tasks on the unit, with assessments, giving meds, hanging IVs, carrying out MD orders, vital signs, monitoring tele, updating profiles, and documenting EVERYTHING that I do. And when something out of the ordinary happens on top of all this, that's when you know you won't be having lunch until 2 or 3 pm. I was surprised to find that I lost 10 lbs since I started working in June.
Oh, but how I DO enjoy my job! I never realized before I started nursing school that nurses had so much autonomy. I'm not only carrying out MD orders, but doctors (not all) value my judgment and my opinion. A lot of the times, I make the call, I suggest a treatment, and the doctor will oblige.
Another thing is that I love my interactions with my patients (most of the time). One day, I had a patient in for
atrial fibrillation
whom I was told in report that he was a very grouchy, difficult patient. That day, I did my assessment and valued the person behind the patient. Yes, he was grouchy, but I decided that I was going to respect that he probably had a reason behind his grouchiness rather than labeling him as difficult. As the day progressed, he was nicer and nicer to me, and later he asked me what church I went to. I asked him, "How did you know I go to church?" and he said, "I can tell." I later find out he had been a pastor and a missionary for many many years. Bad health and the hospitalization just had gotten the best of him. But that day, seeing the person behind the patient made all the difference.